tears2 go away

A dandelion lives as the dandelion, and a forget-me-not lives as a forget-me-not. A plantain lives as a plantain. A plantain that lives on the rough earth can only grow toughly, but on an oily earth, it grows in a different style with deep meaning and sturdiness. No matter what, I don’t lose my identity and I continue to live as a plantain. I learnt it there, that I have to live like myself.  I’m good at enduring hunger and I’m good also at withstanding the cold. But there is one thing that I absolutely cannot endure, when people that I love getting hurt because of me. It isn’t something that can’t be solved by me trying my hardness. Isn’t it a bit unfair this time? I’m not running away but I don’t want more people that I love would suffer because of me. Even the tear glands must be broken, my tears won’t stop. I try to comfort myself with the lie that I’m happy if you just smile.  Because the place you’re going is not me. The lonely tears flow. I can’t have you, can’t forget you. Me is like a glass, it uneasy heart for you. It’s a yearning heart. In this case love, become a dream or everything will disappear. I’ll tightly hold your hand next to me and I will stay silently beside your side until the time, come and I will disappear like bubbles and be your loveable little mermaid. ^____^